Friday was a long day, at the end of a long week. I had 6:45 AM duty. My students took a quiz about Spherical Mirrors after a short review session. I got all the quizzes graded, graded all the miscellaneous make-up work, typed in all the grades & posted the grade report on IGPro. I had an after-school parent conference with a sweet girl and her lovely family and returned a parent call to the Mom of a struggling student at 5 PM, and then left the building for home. We have a four-day week next week, followed by Spring Break. I worked in the building past 5 PM three out of four days last week. Next year the teachers at our school will have an increased number of students, or an increase in the number of classes that we teach, or both. We will continue to have furlough days next year. I'm thinking about ways to make my work easier. I think writing about it will help me.
I Recognize You Now
I finally put my finger on it. It was grief. I am emerging from an eleven-month period of feeling acute loss. Tears would well up at any time. Driving in the car on the way to work was Prime Time for tears. I figured it out two weeks ago. I can name the day when it started, and I can now give it a voice. I am fifty-nine years old and I have eight grandchildren. This is amazing to me. My four children are essential to me. I grew up with them, tried not to break them, and now they are my friends. I lean on them, and remarkably to me, they occasionally lean on me. While it may not be strictly accurate, there seems to have been one or two grandchildren per year for about six years. They run the painter’s pallet from blonde with bright blue eyes, light brown locks and soft brown eyes, black hair with gray-green eyes, and most recently, strikingly red hair with Texas blue bonnet eyes. While my children are the air that I breathe, my grandch...
I also think getting home earlier when you can helps too!! I know it isn't always possible with meetings, but I think you should take every opportunity you have to leave as soon as the bell rings! I love you! I think I've been coming down with something & Jonathan is finally "cutting" a tooth on the top-it's broken gum but it's still not out yet- so we haven't been up for much, we've been tired and cranky lately! I'll try to call you back this evening!
ReplyDeleteI look forward to hearing from you!!! I love you. PLease give everyone a hug!
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